The world

I want to scream
Until I hear the echoes
In this small apartment.
I want to throw myself
Against the walls
Until I feel.
Until I bleed.
I want to touch my blood,
Feel the warmth
And believe in life
For a moment.
I want to hurt the world
And make it feel.
Make it bleed.
But I am so small
And the world is so big.
My life won’t even
Leave a bruise.