This Feeling

It’s been years,
So many years,
Since I felt this way.
I’ve dated women
But never felt
With them
What I do
Today
With you.
Why do I feel this way about you?
That’s a question
I can’t answer.
But I can describe the way I feel
With you.
Its amazing.
Its hopeful.
Its humbling.
I’ve fought love
For so long.
Tried to love
For so long.
And now
All of the sudden
Its here.
I feel love.
I feel the very beginnings
of the feeling
I’ve wanted to feel for so long.
I actually see a future
with us together,
where I saw none
with anyone before.
I’ve played at dating.
I’ve played at relationships,
but never sunk my heart
into any.
Why is It so easy now?
With you?
I don’t know.
I don’t care.
I just know how I feel
and I want to be with you
forever.