So angry

Why am I so angry?
Is it my life?
Choices I’ve made?
Decisions I’ve reached?
Or is it my inability
To make the next choice?
To reach the next decision?
How have I become so comfortable
With so little to show
For my steps through this life?
Why do I blame so many things
On so many people
Besides myself?
I’ve coasted through life
And I have no respect
For those who coast.
I have no respect
For myself.
Why am I so afraid
Of change?
Of changing my life?
Could my next step possibly be
So much worse than my last?
I am so angry
Because I cannot
take the next step.