Insecurity.
Brave timidity.
The desire to change.
The comfort of now.
The sadness of now.
She is pretty.
You are tired.
Everything is too much.
She leaves.
You watch.
You hurt.
Just one look.
Just one word.
But no.
You leave.
They watch.
You know.
They laugh.
They stare.
You leave.
You think.
You ache.
You withdraw.
You drown.
i think the main difference between "normal" folk and people with any kind of mental illness is the lack of confidence that comes with your brain beating the shit out of you.
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