There have been many days,
Parts of many years
Where I was alone.
Some of these times
I was happy
Some of these times
I was not.
I’ve never been comfortable
With being alone.
I have tried.
I have filled my life
With running
With working out
With volunteering
With friends
With books
With movies.
And I have always felt
Less than I could be.
I think
I am a good person.
I think I have
So much to offer
The woman
I have yet to meet.
I am calm
Cool
And compassionate.
But mostly
I am these things
On my own.
i don't know what it is really, but as much as i yearn for a truly good relationship, i am alone.
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